I'm in a poetic mood, but I'm too lazy/uncreative to write new stuff right now. Settle. ----- Every single day They go by Like rain drops in the river They don't mean a thing They are all the same Same fucking drops Every single day ----- I can smell your disease Slowly flowing through Infecting me Make me feel the way you do Clean mind, dirty boy Blackened days, waking nights Clean girl, dirty thoughts Wasted away to what you can see ----- I don't want to do this anymore I can't stand the rain I can't stand the memories I can't stand the suicide sparkle It just tempts me Like the happiness That sits on the horizon Never getting any closer You are my suicide moon Forever distant Forever gone ----- Shoot myself To save myself From the noose That is my life Come to my senses Come to my funeral Come see what I go through Every day, follow me Have fun in my head Have fun in my hell Laugh at it The same way I do And tear your insides to pieces Because you know how I feel Burned through the heart By your own fucking head But it doesn't mind It's having fun Playing the puppet Forced to dance I am your skewered heart And your deviant mind I am your mildly scarred flesh ----- My ordinary personality Is hurting my chances At a happy life Battered and bruised You didn't do it Pick up the knife And make yourself pretty Make yourself happy And tender again ----- Get better, For the people that love you ===== Meaning
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