Wednesday, November 15th, 2000 | 22:38
please die ana

I felt sick all day. Not like cough or fever sick though. Just mentally "sick" and anorexic and diseased. I didn't eat anything until 7:30 tonight and I wrote depressing poetry all day and got bitched at and had no motivation and was perpetually on the verge of crying and I was freezing and tired and stupid.

I want to scream and cry and feel better


I think I�m losing touch.



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