I have found myself not caring when people are actually talking to me. I think this is bad for many reasons.
I am bored with life. Everything seems so stale.
She said: wanna do somethign sometime this week?
Eye said: Can't. I'm fucking busy up the wazoo.
Eye laughed because I don't know anyone named busy
everybody's all right, everything is automatic -Matthew Good Band (Everything is Automatic)
I am playing guitar. It is making me happy again.