740 My mother tells me her sister is a continuous mindfuck. 910 Today is shaping up to be one where I wouldn't mind dying. 915 "In the English language, the question of 'How are you?' is always met with 'Fine, thank you'. Anything else is just wierd." (the things I learn at school) 1005 "I inflict my point of view upon you." 1035 She gives me a look of piteous disgust. She is better than me now. All sense of admiration is missing. 1100 I make a fool of myself, asking a question everyone else knows the answer to. 1110 She hands me a paper. I don't know what to say. 1115 My fingers are twitching and my thumb is sore. I am feeling overwhelmed with school, moreso than ever before. I feel the need to medicate it. 1120 She stepped on my foot. 1120 I still have a bruise over my left eye. I ran into someone's shoulder a week ago last Saturday. 1125 "Won't a heart always weigh more than a feather?" I can still hear it looping endlessly in my head. 1128 She meant "Who wants to be a garbage man when they grow up?" 1131 She meant "You're going to hell". (unrelated) 1135 Have to remember. Have to remember. 1133 We said "Hi". I could tell he wanted to say something else. 1133 I wasn't expecting her to wink at me. 1235 Have to remember. Have to remember. 1200 I have forgotten. 1240 Big hair, small breasts, grey sweatpats. 1300 His tongue slips and says snort instead of scorch. I am the only one to catch it. ----- That was my morning. Please don't ask me about it. ----- My dad inhaled a piece of chicken. He smiled when I called him Mama Cass. He proceeded to cough and wheeze. ----- I upshifted into third tonight.
In other news, the world blew up. ===== draco's revenge
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