Sometimes, I get tired of being treated like the grand prize. ----- I am a typical teen with typical wants and wishes: my own car, nice friends, a stable relationship with a significant other, insomnia, to be left-handed, a cocaine addiction, alcoholism (not really wanted, but rather inevitable). ...for more to be wrong than there actually is [condensed]. ----- I didn't have a real friend for almost three years. ----- "Stand there and look pretty. That's what you're good for. That is your purpose until you come up with a better one." I don't try anymore, thinking that somehow it will help me find a new one. ----- Today would have been easier/worse on codeine. ----- I can't sit still and wait for someone to finish a thought. Once I think I know where they are going, I tend to tune out. As a fairly effective countermeasure, I will try to finish their sentences. ----- The distance between us is negative one. The math is simple; subtract attractive opposites. -Age of Electric (Remote Control) ----- "You think that your dad is spoiling you more by sending you to India than if he were to buy you a horse?" ----- Usurp (and its entire family) is the Freakay Word O' the Moment. ----- Just don't pick up and it will be easier on everyone. ----- I just had the (almost) uncontrollable urge to vomit and cry and claw at my skin and destroy all my possessions. And in three seconds it passed. It was��interesting to feel so much [when every other time I am so numb] ----- You will get yours in the end. -Bush (Cold Contagious) ===== ulterior |